I imagined what it would be like to have all I could see. To have the things the other girls had. To have the stars and the moon, to have money. It crossed my mind every time I saw those things, every time I looked at them. I wanted to be someone else and start a new life. I felt lonely and sad, and I wanted more. Call me greedy or not, I wanted more. Much more. Everything I saw. I wished I had the power to do these things, and obtain the things I see.
My goal was to give the reader a sense of loneliness and depression.